Shoo

Hello, wrote a little something, again.>>>>

I was given the chance

To start over

A year passed again

As you continue to haunt me

I thought everything will be alright for this year

I thought i could do it

Why do you have to stand in the way?

Everytime i thought i finally did it

You start appearing

What are you

Are you my lover

Are you my habit

Are you my conscious

Every little glance

Every time i hear your voice

Every time i see you walking towards me

Each time was like a prick in my heart

I've stubbornly clinged on to the empty hope

Wishing

Wishing

Then hoping

And still hoping

But i know victory will be mine

When i listen to music and don't think of you

When i see you and my heart don't beat faster

When i hear your voice i don't feel anxious

When i look at your photo and my tears don't come

When i hear your name and don't think of you

When i lay awake in bed not thinking of you

When i don't wish you were here all the time...

Victory shall be mine

I thought

You are what i dream of

You are what i wished for

You are what i love

But think again

You are not needed anymore

You are nothing more than an old habit

A worthless hope

An imaginary fairy-tale ending

Now i wish

That none of this was real

That you're spare me

That you'll disappear

From my mind

From my heart

From my dreams

From me

SHOO

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